Life... Huzzah!!!

Exposition!

Is that all this is?

Ok, just kidding, but here we go.
I am going to try to put myself in super mode.
Yeah, it sounds like something out of a Super Mario video game, but hey, if I can be super from ingesting a magic mushroom then woohoo!!

Ok, I'm kidding again, but drug jokes entwined with video game jokes... ok maybe I'm a nerd.
Back to the point then...

Super mode...
Meaning, things have been good for about a week.
Strange happenings of last week turned into a rather positive experience for me, thus putting me into a more positive state of mind. My state of mind thus effects the rest of my life of course. We all know how this works... and if not, you probably shouldn't be reading this anyway.

I am going to start working quickly to be finished soon.
I need out, and finishing is the only way to get out,
so here we go.
I will do what is needed, and I will do it soon, and quickly, and stop being a damn bum.
I need life to kick in.

I realized I have been putting things off because of this fear I have.
A constant nitpicking fear of failure.
I don't want to go out on my own and fall on my ass.
I am above that.
Yet I still fear it.
I know myself, and I am rather susceptible to stress, and I let it get to me a break me down, and I can't do that anymore.

So someone needs to start kicking my ass to do these things so I will be sure to do them.
I fell off the track because I lost all my reasons.
Someone give me a reason, even if that reason is simply to get you to leave me the hell alone about it.